Surreal

[trowa_barton101]

There's nothing like that moment when one realizes that a friend isn't a friend or a crush isn't going to amount to anything. It sucks. The last-minute change of plans for Baitcon doesn't help. I need to put that at the back of my head for now. Right now, I'm packed with:

A container of spicy brains waiting to be frozen
A pail of huckleberries waiting to be eaten
A bottle of Amaretto waiting to be drunk

Comments

[woodwardiocom.livejournal.com]

-Most crushes don't amount to anything. The trick is to enjoy the crush for what it is.

-However, sorry that you're down.

[trowa-barton.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but it feels like playing a game of chess in which you know you are going to be checkmated in 6 moves.

[watercolorblue.livejournal.com]

Welcome to my world, Trowa San.

[woodwardiocom.livejournal.com]

you are going to be checkmated in 6 moves

-That's when you redefine the winning conditions.

[rigel.livejournal.com]

Most crushes don't amount to anything. The trick is to enjoy the crush for what it is.

What about those niggling little "this feels nice and it isn't a crush but I don't really know what it is and since I don't have any relationship experience I won't be able to figure it out but I can wildly speculate on what I'm feeling and wanting if you like except that I won't tell you that it's a wild speculation" situations?

Sorry, chanelling my own angst. ;)

[trowa-barton.livejournal.com]

Long story?

[rigel.livejournal.com]

It is non-short, but the summary is, "Age and stage of life difference isn't just about how you spend your time. It's about how much experience you may or may not have, and how that experience or lack colors your self-understanding and your potential for making mistakes."

Not completely his fault. He's really working his ass off. I guess that's what I get for dating introverts with a strong desire to put things as positively as possible and a lack of experience in relationships.

[woodwardiocom.livejournal.com]

Age and stage of life difference isn't just about how you spend your time. It's about how much experience you may or may not have, and how that experience or lack colors your self-understanding and your potential for making mistakes.

-This is true stuff.